this has happened before, and soon as it gets all perfect, you get heartbroken and end up cutting yourself and being suicidal for months, you spend hours at night crying to yourself, even though you don’t believe in god you still pray and ask for a second chance, months past and you find someone else, even though you are perfectly happy with them and can’t imagine a life without them, your first love is still there in your thoughts, you see each other and you just past each other like you had nothing, the tiniest things remind you of them and you cry but you don’t know why. You know you don’t love them anymore, you just miss them and the friendship you had over all them months, the laughs, it all sees like a dream, the memories fade and your brain is telling you to let go, but your heart just won’t. Not everything in life is perfect.
(Source: mystandards)
